Meditation on Genesis
32:22-31
Oct. 20, 2013
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The
same night Jacob got up and took his two wives, his two maids, and his eleven
children, and crossed the ford of the Jabbok. He took them and sent them
across the stream, and likewise everything that he had. Jacob was left
alone; and a man wrestled with him until daybreak. When the man saw that
he did not prevail against Jacob, he struck him on the hip socket; and Jacob’s
hip was put out of joint as he wrestled with him. Then he said, ‘Let me go, for
the day is breaking.’ But Jacob said, ‘I will not let you go, unless you bless
me.’ So he said to him, ‘What is your name?’ And he said, ‘Jacob.’
Then the man said, ‘You shall no longer be called Jacob, but
Israel, for you have struggled with beings divine and human, and have
prevailed.’ Then Jacob asked him, ‘Please tell me your name.’ But he
said, ‘Why is it that you ask my name?’ And there he blessed him. So Jacob
called the place Peniel, saying, ‘For I have seen God face to face, and
yet my life is preserved.’ The sun rose
upon him as he passed Penuel, limping because of his hip.
***
This past week I received an anxious call
from one of my sons away in college. Jacob
is tired of school and living in a dorm, wanting to be working, and worried
about the future. He feels, I am sure, like many other seniors halfway through
the first semester of his final year.
So
Jim and I decided to take a ride out to Mankato on Tuesday to see our sons and
encourage them in person. How precious
is that hug, smile, and meal off campus with your parents when school anxiety
sets in!
Friends, how precious are the moments
when someone who cares listens as we share our worries—and reminds us just how
far we have come!
Reading
the Jacob story in Genesis this week, I remembered when my son Jacob, my second
child, was a baby. A friend from church asked me why we named him Jacob. What
she really meant was, “How could you name him Jacob, knowing the story of Jacob
and the meaning of his name?” Jacob or Ya’akov
is Hebrew for “heel” or “leg puller.”
But that’s only the beginning of Jacob’s
story, I told her. Jacob doesn’t remain Jacob. God will intervene and transform
him, through his struggles and in the midst of them. Jacob will become someone
new—someone God will use for His purposes.
The Jacob of Genesis is a twin. His
mother, Rebekah, is greatly distressed by her babies’ constant movement in her
womb. The two are struggling against one another. Sibling rivalry had begun.
Rebekah
becomes so disturbed that she asks the Lord the reason for her suffering. The
Lord tells her, “Two nations are in your womb.
Two separate people shall issue from your body. One people shall be mightier than the other.
And the older shall serve the younger.”
Now
this wasn’t the way of ancient societies.
The firstborn male inherited the family’s property and the younger
children were subservient to him. This way the land would remain in the family
intact from generation to generation.
But God had a plan for Rebekah and Isaac’s
second born, who emerges from the womb holding on to the heel of his brother. Thus his name, Ya’akov—“Heel.”
Esau, whose name means “red,” is bigger and
stronger than Jacob. He becomes a mighty hunter and his father’s favorite. Jacob
is Rebekah’s favorite, knowing the Lord has chosen her second born for His
purposes. Jacob’s people will be a mighty nation. The line of the Old Testament
patriarchs will continue through Jacob—not Esau. Yet Jacob is not a warrior. He
is a mild man, preferring to stay close to home.
Jacob’s
life is full of struggles. Many of his problems begin when he and his mother
deceive his father into giving Jacob the blessing of the firstborn that Isaac,
elderly and blind, meant for Esau. When Esau finds out, he threatens to kill Jacob.
For his own protection, Rebekah sends Jacob off to her kin in Haran on a ruse
to find a wife. Rebekah will never see Jacob again.
But
God will be with him. On the first night of his journey to Haran, Jacob dreams
of a ladder with angels going up and down. He says with awe, “Surely the Lord
is present in this place.”
***
In today’s reading, Jacob is on his way home
to Canaan. Twenty years or more have passed since Jacob left. He has persevered
through many difficulties, tending the flocks of his uncle Laban, who
repeatedly deceives and mistreats him.
Jacob falls in love with Laban’s daughter, Rachel, and works for her
father for 7 years before Laban permits them to marry. Only, Laban goes back on his promise by
giving him Rachel’s older sister Leah in marriage, instead. Jacob must agree to work for Laban another 7
years so he can finally marry the love of his life.
And then, after they are married,
Rachel fails to conceive. She is humiliated when her older sister and their
handmaids give birth to numerous children with Jacob. All the while Laban is
still treating his son-in-law like a slave, though the flocks are flourishing
under Jacob’s care —making Laban a wealthy man.
Finally, Rachel gives birth to a son—Joseph. Jacob decides it’s time to go back to Canaan. But Laban refuses to let him go. He knows
that God has been blessing him because of Jacob. So Jacob leaves with his wives,
children, and all his belongings when Laban is off sheering sheep. Laban
eventually catches up with his nephew/son-in-law. There is a confrontation, and
a pact is made. Freed from his anxiety about Laban, Jacob continues his journey
home with his wives and kids. But he is
haunted by memories of what happened between him and Esau. Fearing Esau’s wrath
and retribution, Jacob prays to the Lord. He confesses that he is unworthy of
all the kindnesses that God has steadfastly shown him. And he asks God to deliver
him and his wives and children from Esau’s hand.
Then, hoping to gain his brother’s
goodwill, Jacob sends ahead messengers with presents for Esau—some of his choice
livestock and slaves. The messengers
return with news that frightens Jacob even more; Esau is approaching with 400
men! Jacob is so scared he can’t sleep that night when he rises and takes his
wives and children across the Jabbok. He
is alone when a mysterious assailant wrestles with him until dawn—and Jacob
figures out that the man isn’t human. The assailant is ’elohim –Hebrew for “divine being” or “God.”
Jacob,
the one named “heel” because he clung to his brother’s foot at birth, refuses
to let the divine being go, though ‘elohim
wrenches his hip at the socket. Jacob stubbornly
holds on, insisting that he tell him his name and give him a blessing.
The being refuses to reveal his identity;
instead, he gives Jacob a new one.
“Your
name shall no longer be Jacob, but Israel,” says ‘elohim, “for you have struggled with beings divine and human—and
prevailed.”
Israel
is Hebrew for “God strives” or “God struggles.”
“God perseveres.”
***
I
have to tell you that this is one of my favorite scenes in Jacob’s life—this wrestling in the night. For me, it
symbolizes our struggle with God and being obedient to His Will. Just holding
onto our faith can be a struggle when we, like Jacob, are tempted by our fear
or anxiety. Jacob prevailing over the Lord is a demonstration of God’s mercy. Of
course the Lord let Jacob win! But only after he put up a good fight to make
Jacob feel stronger, so that he could more confidently face his brother. The
Lord revealing Himself to Jacob in the form of a man demonstrates God’s love—so
Jacob would know the Lord was still with him.
And that he would prevail—because God was with him! The resulting limp from his injury would
forever be a reminder to Jacob of his intimate encounter with the Lord, when he
saw ‘elohim face to face, yet his
life was preserved!
Soon
after Jacob wrestles with God, Jacob and Esau meet and are reconciled. The 400
men with Esau are not an army coming to attack. They are Esau’s household welcoming
Jacob home!
The
message today, brothers and sisters, is about persevering—holding onto the Lord
through our struggles as stubbornly as Jacob clung to the one who wrestled with
him until dawn. We are no longer what or who we used to be. Clothed in Christ,
we have new God-given identities. We are being transformed so the Lord can use
us for His purposes. And we can look forward to our Lord’s welcome to us in our
heavenly home.
But while serving Him in this world, may
we be stirred to reach out and encourage others who are anxious, remembering how
precious are the moments when someone who cares listens as we share our worries—and
reminds us just how far we’ve come!
And
that we will prevail—because God is with us!
Let us pray.
Merciful
God, thank you for giving us your Word and Spirit to teach us how to live.
Thank you for your sacrifice of Your Son, so that we may be transformed into
new creatures, with new lives and God-given identities. Thank you for being our
refuge and beckoning us to come boldly to you with our needs and to seek your face.
We pray that you would remove all fear and anxiety from our hearts and minds
and help us to be more obedient to your will. And we ask that you be with our
young people who are not with us today. Watch over and protect those who are
away from us for work, school or military service. Draw them closer to you. Encourage them
through the kindness of people around them. Remind them just how far they have
come and their hope in You. Give us all courage to face every struggle with
confidence, trusting in your unfailing love and everlasting presence so that we,
like Jacob, will prevail! In Christ
we pray. Amen.
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