Meditation
on Matthew 6:25-34
November
18, 2012
***
“Therefore I tell you, do not worry about
your life, what you will eat or what you will drink, or about your body, what
you will wear. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothing? Look
at the birds of the air; they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and
yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they? And
can any of you by worrying add a single hour to your span of life? And why do
you worry about clothing?
Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow; they neither toil nor spin,
yet I tell you, even Solomon in all his glory was not clothed like one of
these. But if God so clothes the grass of the field, which is alive today and tomorrow
is thrown into the oven, will he not much more clothe you—you of little faith?
Therefore do not worry, saying, ‘What will we eat?’ or ‘What will we drink?’ or
‘What will we wear?’ For it is the Gentiles, the unbelievers, who strive for
all these things; and indeed your heavenly Father knows that you need all these
things. But strive first for the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all
these things will be given to you as well.
So do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will bring worries of its own.
Today’s trouble is enough for today.” (Matthew 6:25-34)
A couple of
years ago, when I was supply preaching with Jim at a little country church in
Pennsylvania, I shared a message on the gospel we read today: Matthew
6:25-34.
At the time,
our family was in an uncomfortable transition period in which we were not
earning enough money to cover our living expenses. Neither Jim nor I had a full
time job. I was still a part-time graduate student finishing Hebrew for
ordination. I was not yet free to accept a call to ministry even if one were
offered.
Jim’s
work as a healthcare consultant had ended abruptly several months before. He
had not yet been offered the interim ministry position in which he served prior
to my receiving a call to ministry here in Renville. And we didn’t have
the eyes of eternity to see into the future.
To be honest,
the word “uncomfortable” doesn’t describe how I was feeling. I was having
trouble sleeping at night. Worry was my constant companion. I still had
my faith and believed we were doing what God wanted us to do. We were waiting
and listening for His voice and continuing to serve Him wherever we were,
though it meant we were barely scraping by.
But I was scared.
In the back of my mind, I feared more difficult times were ahead. What if
a church never wanted me as their pastor? What if Jim did not find an interim
position that could sustain us?
It was “what
if, what if, what if…”
Then, this
lectionary scripture came up for the Sunday when I was preaching. And
although I always find inspiration in God’s Word, I felt the Lord speaking
directly to me when He says: “Therefore I
tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or what you will
drink, or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food, and
the body more than clothing?”
Christ
is urging the crowds to see beyond their earthly situation—and not live like
the unbelievers, whose focus is on themselves and their daily wants and
needs. Some in Jesus’ audience are probably pretty well off. But
many are not. Jesus is saying to everyone—rich or poor and in-between—“put
aside all the stuff of this world; forget about money and your secular jobs
that bring you earthly treasure. Seek only to be pleasing to God, to obey Him.”
Jesus says,
“Strive first for the Kingdom of God and its righteousness and all the rest
(all that we need in which to live in the here and now) will be given to us, as
well.”
When I read
Christ’s “do not worry about tomorrow,” my reaction was anger and frustration.
What does He mean when He says, “don’t worry about tomorrow?” How can I not
worry about my family if we lose our home and have no money on which to live?
How can I not
worry when the Lord tells us that our lives will always be difficult?
That tomorrow will bring more trials, maybe harder ones.
Jesus
concludes, “So do not worry about
tomorrow, for tomorrow will bring worries of its own. Today’s trouble is enough
for today.”
***
Well, the day I shared my feelings about Christ’s words with the little country
church, I was blessed. The people showed kindness and compassion. Many thanked
me for sharing my struggle with anxiety—my inability to quit worrying about
things Jesus says I shouldn’t even be thinking about.
They
confessed they were worriers, too.
We prayed and
asked for God’s forgiveness, His grace to cover our sins, our failure to be
obedient to Him.
Then this week, when I read this same
scripture once again to prepare for my sermon here at Ebenezer, I asked myself,
“How I am doing? How is my anxiety level these days?”
My family’s
lives are, in many ways, much changed than they were the first time I preached
on this passage. I do worry less about money. I am too busy with ministry. And
I don’t worry about whether Pastor Jim and I will find ministry jobs.
God has blessed us
with two wonderful church families. God has provided for our children, too, so
they can attend college and prepare for their futures.
Still, there are
new challenges every day in our family life and in our ministries. There is
never a day when there isn’t something or someone to worry about, just like
Jesus said there would be.
But this time,
when I read this scripture, I didn’t hear what I had thought was a scolding,
which made me angry and put me on the defensive. Jesus wasn't saying, “Quit
worrying! Stop it!”
I had gotten it
wrong.
The message is
anything but a personal chastisement. It is a universal assurance for all
people that we don’t have to worry,
because God, who sees and knows all things in His Creation, will watch over and
care for us.
What is all
this talk about the birds of the air and the lilies of the field? Jesus
is trying to tell us just how valuable we are to Him. I say “trying”
because some of us refuse to accept how valuable we are for His Kingdom
purposes. We are too busy finding fault in ourselves, even though Jesus already
wiped away our sins when He died on a cross. And rose again.
Some of us
are too busy looking down and inward, instead of looking up—and keeping our
focus on Him.
“See the birds of
the air… Consider the lilies…” is Jesus trying to tell us how much God loves
us—more than anything He has created.
And though we don’t
want to trust Him to provide for us and carry us through the storms of life, He
will anyway.
Because the trials
will come. And God will be our rock, our salvation, our refuge.
Friends, hear
the Words of Christ as He intended them to be heard—to comfort, encourage, and
empower you to keep on walking this journey of faith, following after Him.
Hide these
loving words in your heart. You who struggle with worry. You, who can’t
help but worry because you are human.
Listen
to God’s promise to be with you and care for you always, when He says,
“Do not worry about tomorrow.”
“Do not worry about tomorrow.”
Will you pray with me?
Loving Creator God, forgive us for when we have taken our eyes off of
you and thought only about our needs, desires, and fears. Forgive our
lack of faith. Help us to trust you more and worry less. Reassure
us that You are forever watching over and caring for us, even more than the
birds of the air and the lilies of the field. Let us find our treasure
not in the things of this world, but only in You and seek Your righteous
heavenly Kingdom to come, through Your Son, Jesus Christ. In Him we
pray. Amen!
No comments:
Post a Comment